Thursday, June 24, 2010

two years

In one month Nathan will be coming back to me. He's been gone for four months because of his fathers' selfishness. Either way, I count my blessings, because Nathan will be coming back to me.
Vincent, well I have to go to him.

It's coming up to two years. And not just that, but i'm still holding on 100%. I haven't talked to anyone or gotten any help for this. I looked up support groups and they don't exist. I called mental health, but never showed up.

I am dwindling. I miss him. I know it'll get better once Nathan is back and pulls me in the right direction again. But i can't rely on my love for him to keep shining in the darkness, I have to find my own way.